Like a puff of smoke, eve had disapeared I search desperately for her calling her name Till my voice could no longer Heavy rain sounds in the quiet darkness The drops grow salty merging with my tears Inner peace has abandoned me Washed away in the swell of my loss Beauty Happiness Freedom Purity It's all gone I may as well be dead Returning to my home Blackness has entered my heart The opium boiled, the pain will reside I'll return to my empty shell The elixir was complete I ignite my match And place the flame against the pipe A deep breath Waves of euphoria caress Crawl beneath my skin With each pull i step deeper The shadows receded farther and farther I open my eyes to see her smile Smile! Sitting in my lap, her arms snaked around my waist Her words painted a picture of a surreal place Where we could one day live and be at peace She placed her hands on mine as she spoke Still clutching the pipe, her curiosity grew Her eyes lit up and turned to mine Looking to explain, to show her my world The weight of the moment Could have crushed every bone in my body The time had come My moment Her moment My deluded state whispered to me Everything will be fine But does she even know of sin I will be the one to taint her innocence I will be the one I will be the one to taint her