I, I, I never thought I'd be the one to leave the family I, I, I never thought I'd be the one that they defended I, I, I never thought I'd be the one that you depended on On no way I, I, I never thought I'd be the one to leave the family I I I never thought I'd be the one that they defended I, I, I never thought I'd be the one that you depended on On no way And I seen it more than ever Going through all the levels Feel like I'm ordinary Ooh lawd (ooh lawd) Moved all for a dream New problems for a G Who I do it all for I'ma need a life hack I can't even fight Robbed of my time Eyes blind from a dye pack When yo sights set better hut Took a hike through my thoughts I'm enlightened for what like wassup I guess it's really happening now And really I been slacking around 10k hours in the bag Looking down at my 10k follows on the gram Homies like damn Guess you really popular now I don't think about the top less it end wit A pic no my kids think I'm Hollywood bound but I don't mind all the records My life like bottle letters I, I, I don't remember Why I try to forgive but I, I, I never thought I'd be the one to leave the family I, I, I never thought I'd be the one that they defended I, I, I never thought I'd be the one that you depended on On no way I, I, I never thought I'd be the one to leave the family I, I, I never thought I'd be the one that they defended I, I, I never thought I'd be the one that you depended on On no way List of problem I got couple We ain't couple, we still argue We lip locked then I make mistake We quit talking I find new bae repeat problem I lose hope in shit so often Last relationship was garbage I could give to shits bout fuckin I love way too hard it's horrible Take my soul And just throw it all away then And just throw it all away then then And just throw it all away then then A cruise ain't enough I dive deep in the water Crash in my habits I'll splash when I wanna I know I'm not the one that you called But them walls keep talking to me A cruise ain't enough I dive deep in the water Crash in my habits I'll splash when I wanna I know I'm not the one that you called But them walls keep talking to me I, I, I never thought I'd be the one to leave the family I, I, I never thought I'd be the one that they defended I, I, I never thought I'd be the one that you depended on On no way And I seen it more than ever Going through all the levels Feel like I'm ordinary Ooh lawd