These days
I keep getting in my own way
Ya, I've been tripping on my own shoelace
Obsessing over memories
I'm never present lately
I'm always in my head
I'm overthinking everything
They probably hate the way I look
And everything I say
We've never met
But in my head
I'm already reading lips and everyone here
Thinks I'm a piece of shit
Welcome to my head
It's always a mess
All I've got are fucked up thoughts in here
I can't shake off this existential dread
Not when that's the only feeling I have left
It's psychosomatic
Now my emotions are plastic
Yesterday I found out how fucked up a panic attack is
I always looked out for the cracks in the pavement
Turns out this whole time the monster lived in my head
I want to wake up
I want to breathe
It's like you're on the surface
And I'm buried underneath
Welcome to my head
It's always a mess
All I've got are fucked up thoughts in here
I can't shake off this existential dread
Not when that's the only feeling I have left
Man I thought I knew myself
Didn't need any help
From nobody else, no
Took it for granted
That sanity comes standard
Now the shit has hit the fan
I don't know if I can handle it
Welcome to my head
It's always a mess
All I've got are fucked up thoughts in here
I can't shake off this existential dread
Not when that's the only feeling I have left
Hanging on by a thread
No idea what's next
Everywhere that I go
I can't get out of my head
I want to wake up
I want to breathe
Everyone's on the surface
And I'm buried underneath