I should be happy I've got everything I want I got my friends and family And a boyfriend It could be chemical I guess It could be something that my mother did to me Or didn't do I put myself into Difficult situations I put myself into Difficult situations All the time And I don't know why I don't know why I don't know why I don't know why I should not follow My intuition I should not listen But I'm on a mission To put myself into Difficult situations I put myself into Difficult situations All the time And I don't know why I don't know why I don't know why I don't know why I put myself into Difficult situations I put myself into Difficult situations All the time