I found myself again just throwing all my wishes on the ground All my ambitions they consist of saving people I have drowned I found myself again but then I guess I got lost in the haze That all my burned out dreams have formed around, I can't control the days Hell I created, became all I hated Deep holes with hate fed, dug then I waited Throw my bones right in the fire Sinners should never be reborn Sunrise told me I'm a liar Never moved on to something more Breaking loved ones like no other Bang all my words against the wall Wasted years, there's no recover Gave up on myself, I feel whole Couple stupid wishes back when I was young, now wish I knew That all this strength that I felt then it would go dry at 22 Eyes see too often the rain Sleep just to wither away Wake up at 3 every night and the panic's too strong till it's gone and I fade Autumn again it's too soon Closing my eyes and its June Opened my wings now Im buried beneath and it feels like I fell off the moon Hell I created, became all I hated Deep holes with hate fed, dug then I waited Throw my bones right in the fire Sinners should never be reborn Sunrise told me I'm a liar Never moved on to something more Breaking loved ones like no other Bang all my words against the wall Wasted years, there's no recover Gave up on myself, I feel whole