Stumbled around the block a thousand times You missed every call that I had tried So now I'm giving up A heartbreak in mid December You don't give a fuck You never remember me While you're pulling on his jeans Getting lost in the big city I was looking out our window Watching all the cars go Wondering if I'll see Chicago Or a sunset on the west coast Or will I die in the cold Feeling blue and alone I wonder if you'll ever hear this song on your stereo I hope you get your ball room floor Your perfect house with rose red doors I'm the last thing you'd remember It's been a long lonely December I wish I'd known that less is more But I was passed out on the floor That's the last thing I remember It's been a long lonely December Cast me aside to show yourself in a better light I came out grieving, barely breathing and you came out alright But I'm sure you'll take his hand I hope he's better than I ever could have been My mistakes were not intentions this is a list of my confessions I couldn't say Pain is never permanent but tonight it's killing me I hope you get your ball room floor Your perfect house with rose red doors I'm the last thing you'd remember It's been a long lonely December I wish I'd known that less is more But I was passed out on the floor That's the last thing I remember It's been a long lonely December I miss your face You're in my head There's so many things that I should have said A year of suffering, a lesson learned I miss your face You're in my head There's so many things that I should have said A year of suffering, a lesson learned I hope you get your ball room floor Your perfect house with rose red doors I'm the last thing you'd remember It's been a long lonely December I wish I'd known that less is more But I was passed out on the floor That's the last thing I remember It's been a long lonely December