God am I a liar Nothing's getting brighter Stories that I tell myself Find a hole and put me in I dont know, i don't know why I always gotta go and bring myself down Break my heart, drink my blood, I don't care as long as I can stay in the house Shut the door, lock me in, put me in a place where I got plenty of time To beat up my insides to death I hope the sun won't rise again No distractions can bring light I need no one to be my guide It's sickening, I'm sinking in It makes me wonder is there no escape? I'll never comprehend, the reason I got sick I try my best to remeber but I'm shut from within Why can't my own design be easier to define I need to find a cure cause I've been stepped on and left far behind I dont know, i don't know why I always gotta go and bring myself down Break my heart, drink my blood, I don't care as long as I can stay in the house Shut the door, lock me in, put me in a place where I got plenty of time To beat up my insides to death I hope the sun won't rise again No distractions can bring light I need no one to be my guide It's sickening, I'm sinking in It makes me wonder is there no escape? No escape