Taking my time then I run away
I sit and watch it disintegrate
They treat me bad I got nothing to say
Keepin 'em close cause I can't escape
Crossing my fingers before I fall
Hoping my stories never be told
And if you heard them forget my name
Cause every word's bout to bring me shame
Got too many voices
Screaming in my head right now
Thinking is my poison
Ain't too hard to figure out
It's been getting way too tough
I can't even trust my luck
Everything that makes me sad
Don't wanna let go my heart
I have been hanging out a lot
But how could this help break the fall
Cause when I come back in the dark
It feels like stomping on my heart
Taking my time then I run away
I sit and watch it disintegrate
They treat me bad I got nothing to say
Keepin 'em close cause I can't escape
Crossing my fingers before I fall
Hoping my stories never be told
And if you heard them forget my name
Cause every word's bout to bring me shame
And i'm trying hard, i ran all i can but i can't get far
God will you hear past all the stars and heal up all my battle scars
I can't face my face no more, my heart beats fine but it feels so sore
I got all i want but i feel so poor, i give it all up, face on floor
I remember all the days I would go to bed drunk
Cry in my room, I don't wanna wake up
I'd lie to my friends and pretend i'm not stuck
I was dead inside til God came clutch
I was locked up in the basement
Dried tears on my face but i taste it
When i die don't bury me in words of my pride
Let my name go die, don't save it
Taking my time then I run away
I sit and watch it disintegrate
They treat me bad I got nothing to say
Keepin 'em close cause I can't escape
Crossing my fingers before I fall
Hoping my stories never be told
And if you heard them forget my name
Cause every word's bout to bring me shame