I be on a different type of lonely feeling I don't need no smiles to stay alive Only talk the real shit, the shit that I deal with But I tell myself lies to survive I don't fuck with nobody else but my room No one would want me anyway Self isolation no exceptions doing my best to stay the same Trying to lead me the right way Everyone trying to stop me I know they care but I I'm stuck here Time in here passes in light years Gotta admit that they right tho Worship the light of a lightbulb I'm trying to write the right song I think I'm having fun kind of I'm not known for having good luck or a big brain, big brain Maybe that's why I'm living my life like a freeway, freeway I be on a different type of lonely feeling I don't need no smiles to stay alive Only talk the real shit, the shit that I deal with But I tell myself lies to survive I don't fuck with nobody else but my room No one would want me anyway Self isolation no exceptions doing my best to stay the same I'm still waiting for anything to be alright You don't wanna know what I tell myself at night I be on a different type of lonely feeling i think I need your smile to stay alive Imma talk some real shit I think i need the real deal Won't you please just hold my fucking hand I don't fuck with nobody else but my room No one would want me anyway Self isolation no exceptions doing my best to stay the same