I just wanna be adored
By everyone
It's no fun
Being alone
I can only hope for something more
Watch people pass
From behind the glass
Screaming alone
While they're laughing
I stay at home
Photographs
Swimming 'round my head
From parties
To which I was not invited
I understand
I just wanna be a doll
A pretty face
And heart encased
Bulletproof shell
Maybe then I wouldn't care at all
Watch people change
And stay the same
Bulletproof hell
Porcelain mouth sewn
Shut, I'll never tell
Photographs
Still my vacant eyes
They wander
Through corners of my mind
I wonder why
Maybe they don't love me
Like I love their lives
Maybe they don't want me
In their party prime
Maybe I'm a bother
Maybe shouldn't try
Maybe shouldn't watch while they all burn alive
I just wanna not be bored
When every day
All looks the same
Through a filter
Sepia tones cover up my flaws
The wandering mouths
The passing sounds
I'm just bitter
Wonder what they're
Laughing about
Photographs
Burning in my hands
The flames will wash away the pain
The gasoline amends
I cannot stand
Maybe they don't love me
Like I love their lives
Maybe they don't want me
In their party prime
Maybe I'm a bother
Maybe shouldn't try
Maybe shouldn't watch while they all burn alive
I'm sorry
I'm boring
I'm sorry
I'm plain
I'm sorry
For apologizing ten times every day
I hate you
For caring
And for not hating me
Maybe if you did I'd have some clarity
Maybe you don't love me
Like I love your life
Maybe you don't want me
In your party prime
Maybe I'm a bother
Maybe shouldn't try
Maybe shouldn't watch while you all burn alive
Maybe you don't love me
Like I love your life
Maybe you don't want me
In your party prime
Maybe I'm a bother
Maybe shouldn't try
Maybe shouldn't watch while you all burn alive