Lately
I ain't even suicidal
Sky is the limit
I was in denial
Living in the river
Wishing I was way high up
But I found my inner tube
In my inner dude
Now I'm just along for the ride
Just go along with the ride
You know that slow is how you need to drive
Ain't no deterrent when you flowing with the current
Ain't no deterrent when you flowing with the current
Ain't no deterrent when you flowing with the current
Ain't no deterrent aye
Yeah lately
I ain't even suicidal
Fuck a stepping stone that shit's a mile
I got many milestones to pile on
But this the first time in my life that
My light is on
My fight was gone my life was wrong
I light the bong my mind is gone
I eat the shrooms like give me the truth
I spoke to god and she broke the news
She said You can either kill yourself or kill a verse
Cause if you ain't living you already in the dirt
And if you ain't giving then you'll never be first
It took a little courage
Had to step back like Curry
But now I get bills like Murray
All the cute boys and the girls get flirty
Cause I know my self-worth and I'm worthy
Take a chance on me baby I'm worth it
Just let go of control and let's go with the current
I said lately
I ain't even suicidal
Sky is the limit I was in denial
Living in the river
Wishing I was way high up
But I found my inner tube
In my inner dude
Now I'm just along for the ride
Ain't no deterrent when you flowing with the current
Ain't no deterrent when you flowing with the current
Ain't no deterrent when you flowing with the current
Ain't no deterrent aye
Ain't no deterrent when you cleaner than detergent
Word to Miss Grande
I keep it squeaky beneath the surface
Used to wanna be a lethal wordsmith
Like Chance I used to leave em hurting
Bleeding even stealing purses
Ok enough of the reminiscing
I'm so gifted to be living in the present
It's a blessing man my stress is never negative
Cause I put in the work and I
Switched up my perspective and
I'll extend a helping hand
To anybody tryna find the light
Tryna not wanna die
Maybe even love life
Without a bunch of fake positive nonsense
With the sponsors and the Prada
Blessed with the jets and they private
With carbon footprints as big as Goliath
I'm talking being humble
I'm talking finding someone you can run to
Maybe even someone you can love too
I already know who it is
And I think you know too