Feel like I'm trapped in a grave
I'm feeling depraved in the age of abundance
Where getting paid means nothing
'Cause when I get it I still feel disgusting
And when I'm winning I'm still feeling judgement
'Cause I've never given anything my all
Even ten percent effort finna make my neck hurt
But I know that I'm better
But I never get any evidence, Devil tryna get everything I is
Selling my soul for nothing, 'cause I am not worthy
Pressing the button I'm ready to go
Like ain't you heard me?
It's turn key, ay
Bitch I just hit on the curb, I swerved
It wasn't on purpose
I was just burning some herb
I heard it disturbs the search for purpose
Or does it just make me complacent?
Like maybe I'll finish this song
Or take a few dabs to the face
So I could just face that I'm a mistake, a waste of space
I'm feeling like Rock Lee, running my lane with ankle weights
Distracting my brain with the paper chase
Telling myself that fame is safe
I promise one day I might-
Bitch I feel like
Bitch I feel like
Bitch I feel like
I'm trapped in a grave
And I'm never getting out
Staring in the mirror with a blade in my mouth
Thinking 'should I hang, leave a stain on the couch?'
Maybe blow my brain
Contemplating coming out
Constantly complacent with my vacancy
They can play this hoping they can see
This shit is visibly bothering me
Physiologically
This body is killing the guide to me
It's a commodity
So it is difficult lawfully
What if I configured it so it had different
Physical properties
So my inner kid could live again
Forgive all my sins and then-
Nah nah nah nah, fuck that
Fuck all that, fuck all that
I'm done with this shit
I'm done waiting for permission to live my life
I'm not asking no more
I don't give a fuck who gotta issue with it
I don't care if you my friend, fuck you
If you my family, fuck you
If you my job, fuck you
If you my God, fuck you
Feel like I'm losing my mind
So I'm climbing out the grave
Wasted my life waiting to die
So I'm climbing out the grave
They should major expedite
So I'm climbing out the grave
'Cause I break into the light
So I'm climbing out the grave
Funny pulling up to the function
Everybody wondering
Where you got all the gumption
What the fuck you been up to
When it come full circle
They all huffing and puffing
Only because they want to be in circumference
Aw boo hoo
Tell 'em all our circle is small
I'll turn it to a dot, turn out to weather the gods
See that's voodoo
Peep the lies in my lines
You might be surprised
Climbing out the grave
Yo, come get it from the tongue-twisting magician
I figured already, none of y'all want shit to do with me
When I shape up better keep congruency
Ain't no make-up when you ruin the foundation
Little make-up made you doubt the undoubted greatest
I'm coming for my compounded unfounded wages
In a second finna hit the intersexual lottery
Break the hinges off the door for everybody behind me
But wait, they ask me if I'ma take my fifteen minutes of fame
But I'm tryna make that shit stretch like namaste
Dude do we got a problem? Probably
Is that all a bunch of nonsense? Obviously
I'm tryna make all these comments commonplace
So all you heteros better go out my face
Go find some better goals before you go in that grave
Feel like I'm losing my mind
So I'm climbing out the grave
Wasted my life waiting to die
So I'm climbing out the grave
They should major expedite
So I'm climbing out the grave
'Cause I break into the light
So I'm climbing out the grave
Feel like I'm losing my mind
So I'm climbing out the grave
Wasted my life waiting to die
So I'm climbing out the grave
They should major expedite
So I'm climbing out the grave
'Cause I break into the light
So I'm climbing out the grave