Eligh. Unrealistic, my beautiful addiction She infects my brain like nothing else An addiction I can not kick on my own I need some help I stand on the pier with the fishing rod and bait To attract that perfect mate my health The task, in a search, so I sit back, relax Do not need feed back while on my perch I light my torch and abort the mission Often take it right back up the evening after Misses me, you still evade In the back of my mind you still equate To an unrealistic woman of mystic fate I grade my effort B+ Jesus can't save me from these nuts I'm crazy Baby, take a tip from me, stay away from me Cause I'm only out for one thing that's music lady luck Now fuck a shady tuck away one night mends Baby just for now, you might be just my style But you're not the one So don't get stuck on the thought of us Cause I'm in love with a dream An inception, implanted, by love supreme She's tattooed, and a Virgo With a gorgeous smile and beautiful lips And a Leo, and a tom girl, and a Pisces Who switches sips like Dionysus So intelligent my best friend And my advice is taken with a grain of salt In acceptance of all the vices I implore I adore women and women adore me Your my beautiful addiction And a strangers to these fictions Love or its lust, never thought it could mean this much Your my beautiful addiction, beautiful addiction Beautiful. Grieves. I been livin' the impossible dream And found it most of the attention I'm gettin' isn't appealin' Look, how the hell do you think I would have reacted To women writin' numbers on a napkin? Tellin' me I can have it Talkin' up a one night stand With a girl that only sleeps with bands And baby I can't stand it Cause I was never raised to be a rock star And always thought that love would be the anchor when I lost heart But I don't seem to be attractin' a type That wants to pack it up and have that life And if you ask me right, then maybe I would take that chance And stop runnin' from the flames that dance But lately I can't stand it, the fans with the motives to fuck And all these devil headed women only in it for blood When I'm going to my mama she's askin' me if I'm nuts And wonderin' why I'm always associated with sluts And it hits me, this is not the life I want And you are clearly not the wife I want I paid the price I'm gone And I don't know if I'm a ever find it But I'll never see the summit 'till I climb it I'll set my sights