It's hard to act old, when I'm still so young at heart You aren't here now, but you weren't there from the start There was decay now we're estranged You'll be the one that got away But we both know that I am better off without you anyway All I know is something's over And it's not my life it's us And I could feel myself get colder Was it you or just my luck I think I'm starting to change The things I'd do to bring back those days I wish I could find blame Is it because of me, well I'm told they're Growing Pains Growing Pains I can't remember, a time I moved so slow A friend in need is a friend of mine But where were you when I cast that line There was no hate our time was great I've had the months to contemplate Keep an eye on me, one day you'll see I'll turn out better than you'd believe All I know is something's over And it's not my life it's us And I could feel myself get colder Was it you or just my luck I know I'm starting to change But you're still stuck inside my brain Losing you was like an endgame I've been diagnosed with Growing Pains Growing Pains So take what you want But only what you believe This house of memories is sold And I managed to keep the spare key It kills me inside To see you behind a screen Are you happier now than you were sat beside me? I guess you're moving quicker Than we could've called A smile withdrawn I put up my walls But how do I run before a crawl? And if you took the time To look inside my brain And if I tried to pick up my game Would things still be the same? We all play a part be it reason or cause But what is the point in the scheme of it all? Cut the line Foot on my throat The words are there and all I do is choke I won't be stopped Or be defined To me love is for those who fall behind