Waking up in the middle of night Begins to feel more right I can't explain it but it feels right Life can be so hard to figure out You play the game to rid yourself of doubt I'm not okay But I'm trying to get there soon Can we forget All the trouble I've been through Sunlight breaks in the knick of time It calms my wandering mind From thinking about the rest of my life Man, I can't wait to be older And farther down So I can think of the future less than now I'm not okay But I'm trying to get there soon Can we forget All the trouble I've been through Cause it's a burden and a secret all at once It's a problem that's been loaded like a gun I never meant to try too hard to lie I never meant to make it hard to smile I'm not okay But I'm trying to get there soon Can we forget All the trouble I've been through I'm not okay But I'm trying to get there soon Can we forget All the trouble I put you through