Feels like I'm cursed when the drugs don't work So I bought a statue of Jesus And listen to Abby's old high school demos And smoked a bag of reefer I got bills coming up, debts still due And I've got too much on my mind To stay in the moment It's always blowing out the windows and into the night Stay behind me My one sweet Loraine Stay in the shadow of the tower that fell Build me a castle, Maria, I'd pray Take these weeds outta my head When I'm barely living and almost dead Yeah, yeah, yeah Almost dead I'm sick of getting lifted Sick of going under Tired of giving too much I've been down in a hole for so long I don't know if any love could fill it back up I gotta move on and learn the times to be brave Can't live in them old mistakes And I remember what TK said: "You can't scare no boat by looking back at the wake" Stay behind me My one sweet Loraine Stay in the shadow of the tower that fell And build me a castle, Maria, I'd pray Way up high and outta my head When I'm barely living and almost dead Yeah, yeah, yeah Almost dead Stay behind me My one sweet Loraine Stay in the shadow of the tower that fell And build me a castle, Maria, I'd pray Take these weeds outta my head When I'm barely living and almost dead Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Almost dead