I'm an open book with Too many empty pages I make monuments of memories and My best is so belated And I won't apologize for that I gave you everything that I had But what if I turned my back to you instead Would things have been the same as when you left What if I turned my back to you instead What if I made you feel the way I did I've written messages from a self made isolation And I've bottled them with purpose I gave the ocean task to take them to you Wherever you may be But I hope they don't break through So the words you left me drowning in Are all that's left for you But what if I turned my back to you instead Would things have been the same as when you left What if I turned my back to you instead What if I made you feel the way I did GO But what if I turned my back to you instead (And you played the game that you made, my friend) Would things have been the same as when you left (Back your knife away from my neck) What if I turned my back to you instead (Look for me in their eyes, but don't find shit) What if I made you feel the way I did