I just woke up Tell me what is really happened? I dont wanna go out Cus im sick of faking Chaotic inside me But outside yea im smiling U maybe think im sucks But inside I really trying Im tired of lying But I gotta keep on fightin Mama asks have u eat boy? Said I just did but I lying Where should I go now? Where is my home now? I try to go somewhere but nothin' feels like home wow Am I gonna make it im not sure I dont even know what I want anymore I dont even know what I lived for Am I gonna miss u, thats for sure I know We know Someday we're not the same anymore Someday we gotta lettin go All the memories and all our hopes Am I gonna make it? Im not sure I dont even know what I want anymore I dont even know what I lived for Am I gonna miss u? Thats for sure I know We know Someday we're not the same anymore Someday we gotta lettin go All the memories and all our hopes Am I gonna make it? Im not sure I dont even know what I want anymore I dont even know what I lived for Am I gonna miss u? Thats for sure I know We know Someday we're not the same anymore Someday we gotta lettin go All the memories and all our hopes