I can't go back 'Cause nothing back there made sense Tell me, will it ever do? Tell me, will it ever do? I'm gonna live my life Just like that boy at eleven Holding on tight to all of his dreams Praying all the gays go to heaven So then you spend your time Finding yourself To lose it all to someone else And I thought that love would save me, but All it did is change me Now, I know that this was meant to be 'Cause I'm alone with only me And no one else here matters And I know that this is what is right 'Cause it cuts like a dull knife And now the bed that was too small for us Is way too big now for me I can't go back 'Cause I don't think I liked myself Tell me, will I ever do? Tell me, will I ever do? I'm gonna spends my nights Talking up myself in the mirror Ripping up holes in all of my jeans Making something new from all this worn-out denim So don't you spend your time Finding yourself Then lose it all to someone else 'Cause I thought that love would save me, but All it did is change me Now, I know that this was meant to be 'Cause I'm alone with only me And no one else here matters And I know that this is what is right 'Cause it cuts like a dull knife And now the bed that was too small for us Is way too big now for me Now that there is only Now that there is only Now that there is only me I'm sweating out the years I've spent Trying to make you happy when You pulled me into your deep water Can't hold my breath for any longer A part of me will always love you It's not enough to lose me for you So when I try to dive back in, I Hope to God I've learned to swim 'Cause I know that this was meant to be 'Cause I'm alone with only me And no one else here matters (no one else here matters) And I know that this is what is right 'Cause it cuts like a dull knife And now the bed that was too small for us Is way too big now for me Now that there is only Now that there is only Now that there is only me (I'm all, I'm all that I've got) Now that there is only Now that there is only Now that there is only me (I'm all, I'm all that I've got)