Crashin' and Burnin' From zero to top and back down Trapped in this train of thought with my head go crush against the wall Try to set things clear for me, pray with bloodshot eyes Underneath blackened skies Why? why does it have to be this way? Biting Bullets, Reload, Drawback - over and over again I turn my face into the cold hard rain I'm getting drenched but i hold my fuckin' own Gotta find my way - won't get lost in your games This stance runs fucking deep thru my vains Feels like Failure on the whole scale So much shit that let me grow so cold inside The world looks different from down below Burned out days, close to the end - but I've grown Could be a march straight up a dead end but i won't waste any time 'Cos i don't look back in regret... hell no... fuck you! I'm still breathing Hard luck builds believes, now i'm running with thieves and try not to slip Proven wrong of what i used to believe in Erase the past, Reload, drawback - once and for all