To my next girlfriend Hi, I'm Carter I don't eat pickles and I don't eat pork I think you're one of the most beautiful girls I've ever talked to I reiterate things when I mean them I think you're one of the most beautiful girls that I've talked to I'm an artist, and a hopeless romantic I spend most of my day in my head overanalyzing almost everything I know I'm weird I'm learning to love that about myself I got a big ass head, I also got a big ass Heart I deal with depression Pretty heavy sometimes that I have really bad anxiety But at the same time I'm a people person I'm trying to understand how I'm such a contradiction But maybe you'll learn to love this in The same way I'm learning to love myself And on the topic of love If we're going to be together I want you to understand that this relationship Isn't going to start in emotions I'd like it to start as a decision I need you to decide to love me In the same way that someone decides to go to work everyday I need you to understand that change is going to happen We are going to change as people This relationship may not end in marriage it may not end at all But if it ends it'll end in change We're not going to leave this the same people that we came in I need you to be open to this change In the same way that I need to be open to this change I need you to be understanding because some days I don't know myself, so I know I'll be hard to recognize