If I'm being honest I feel awkward sharing news I'd share with you with someone else I shake my head and backspace all my texts And I can't think about the person I might end up with When I know you'll be loving someone else I guess You were meant for me But you weren't meant for who I'm meant to be I see your face in everyone I meet It's not fait to them And really it's not even fair to me I'm praying God will take this pain from me, cause 'Cause I been in my room in my head all week Lying in my bed, I'm a mess, can't sleep Thinkin' bout how things went with you and me Thinkin' bout the times it was Man I been in my room in my head all week Lying in my bed, I'm a mess, can't sleep Thinkin' bout how things went with you and me Thinkin' bout the times it was What the Father wants for me is better than what I want What He got for free is better than what I bought Sometimes you gotta leave the things that you wanna keep Trade everything you want for everything that you need What the Father wants for me is better than what I want What He got for free is better than what I bought Sometimes you gotta leave the people you wanna keep Trade everything you want for everything that you need Gotta get this off my chest Tryna walk in line with everything the scripture says Make you walk a mile with Him and only see His steps Make you draw the line between His favour and some friends In His time I'll get my rest So I don't give up, I won't let 'em knock me off my step They tried to bring me down so you could get yourself a cheque They don't know I'm out here 'tryna see life after death But I don't blame 'em Peep, but I don't say nun I know God is patient Seek Him then you'll see Everything they seek, He'll give to you for free Then keep you on your knees to keep you out they leash I got everything I need, and a lot more I be with my family, and the good Lord I just seen my momma smile and that mean a lot to me We done seen some harder days face 'em as a family I be ducking off on my own just to praise Him quietly The world just started ending but all I can feel is peace Man I can feel his peace, look I hope you get the picture you are my brothers and sisters The words that I have spoken are only 'cause I'm his chosen And that ain't for my glory, give that to the Father only Give back to the poor and needing I'm not finna go back leading A life in which I am leaving behind The one who's breath I am breathing So Ima say His name 'cause He called on me And Ima give Him praise till my hands get weak Till He delivers me what my eyes can't see Said Ima say His name 'cause He called on me And Ima give Him praise till my hands get weak Till He delivers me what my What the Father wants for me is better than what I want What He got for free is better than what I bought Sometimes you gotta leave the things that you wanna keep Trade everything you want for everything that you need What the Father wants for me is better than what I want What He got for free is better than what I bought Sometimes you gotta leave the people you wanna keep Trade everything you want for everything that you need