It's so much easier to fantasize Than realize what it takes I'm not so special as to Be exempt from the required work I start to wonder if i deserve All that i expect Change me Can i change me I'm nobody to anybody I won't be somebody for a while So I'll be somebody for me Maybe someday someone will see me Change me Change Change me When i numb myself from every tension In time my personality will dim Clogged and cluttered Trashed and haggard My soul shut down To be of value i've got to know myself I need to be alive Change me My days of aimless thought Add up and fly by I'm nowhere close to any kind of glory In my line of work I can't cheat my way to the top My road is slow But it's right this time