This state of torment Is something i can't explain But it's not romanticised Exaggerated pain No escape besides my death Can last me long enough I wouldn't be saved If I didn't think i needed it Grab this secret weapon In the midst of this destruction Engrave my name on it Be the cure to my confusion I'll never die with them In the prison of reality Grab this secret weapon It's my own private protection Day after day I face my failings I never got my dream According to the clock at least Dwelling on mistakes Envy slaps me in the face I've escaped into pleasure To cope and i know its cost me These mental loops Are the cause of misery We need to re-program our minds to be free Grab this secret weapon In the midst of this destruction Engrave my name on it Be the cure to my confusion I'll never die with them In the prison of reality Grab this secret weapon It's my own private protection These mental loops Are the cause of misery We need to re-program our minds to be free Grab this secret weapon In the midst of this destruction Engrave my name on it Be the cure to my confusion I'll never die with them In the prison of reality Grab this secret weapon It's my own private protection Be the cure to my confusion Be the cure to my confusion