I don't want to Hold you back I'm too sad for you We pretend that I'm not bad for you There's reasons I can't control who I was You're off at school I've been waiting to come I get intrusive thoughts When I spend time alone I have friends who are assholes to the people they love Makes me wonder if time makes you fall out of love Or maybe ungrateful Everyone is unfaithful It's more on intentions Not the talks at the table The scariest part is falling back in routine In hopes of a future That no one can see And when your minds made up And we're all and done There's no shame in saying This here was fun For a while it was special It's hard not to question It always hurts when it ends but I don't want to Hold you back I'm too sad for you We pretend that I'm not bad for you There's reasons I cant control who I was And now I'm always Skipping town I'm skydiving You're settled down I'm drunk driving to Someone's house Because I'm sad and alone