I never had a prom Instead I broke down in my car I guess it took 20 to know that I cared all along We never went on a date Quarantine made sure that I was too late Now you're with other guys, I didn't know it was a race Wish it could all fucking slow down Speeding up knowing I've missed out Finding out I'm just your rebound Why can't I just change? I'm so sick of the chase How the hell did I end up in my parents house? Everybody my age has already moved out I never learned to drive I didn't break down in my car, that's a lie I wrote just to feel like I'm living a normal teen's life We never went all the way I said I move slow and you said that's okay But it's not when my youth feels like class and I'm falling behind Wish it could all fucking slow down Don't even know my own home town Two senior years and a fallout Why can't I just change? I'm so sick of the chase How the hell has this year already flown by? And will I be the last of my friends to die?