Running through the guap, nobody ever gonna stop us
Rollin' up the blunt, I'm going up like helicopters
Why do my emotions always put me in a bad mood?
I'm sorry if I ever let you down, I never meant to
I been zoning out, I do that shit all the time
Say that you're my friend, but then you push me aside
I might get it wrong before I can get it right
I been looking for a way to get you out of my mind and my life
So get the fuck out my way, get the fuck out my face
I need room just to breathe, I came up my own way
When they always told me that it wouldn't work
Always left in the dirt
Bitch I might smoke 'til my lungs givin' out
I might drink 'til I can't anymore, then black out
And I know it's not healthy, the high that I'm chasing
It might end up killing me, but I can't take it
Lust turns to love then the love turns to hate
This the only way out, I can't make a mistake
I do whatever I want, you just follow the code
I am a virus that you can't remove
They gon' care when I die, but hate when I'm alive
It don't even make sense, but I can't act surprised
Looking up at the sky, then I count all the stars
I said I was fine, but I'm falling apart
I been pessimistic, these friends nonexistent
These labels won't change me, with God as my witness
You act like you're special, you're not any different
I'm keeping my distance when you're in my vision
I know sometimes I might say some shit I don't mean
I know sometimes I can be cold to everybody I meet
I know I gotta get it now, I got no more time to waste
I know that I can make it out cause I'ma do what it takes, what it takes
I'll do whatever it takes 'til I get everything I been dreaming about
I can't let myself down
I'll do whatever it takes 'til I get everything I been thinking about
I'ma take my own route