It's hard for me to remember September through November I just remember the leaves were changing You had this phrase that you kept on saying Life is what it is, not what it was And the calendar just haunts you This is never what you wanted This is never what you wanted This was never what you wanted This was never what you wanted This was never what you wanted This was never what you wanted You made a promise that you couldn't keep Now you're a body in a box buried six feet deep Said that you would always be here for everything You're missing everything Now I'm screaming at the clouds while you take off (Now I'm screaming at the clouds while you take off) If you really need a bag, why you make off (If you really need a bag why you make off) It's hard for me to remember September through November I just remember the leaves were changing You had this phrase that you kept on saying Life is what it is not what it was And the calendar just haunts you This is never what you wanted This is never what you wanted This is never what you wanted (This is never what you wanted)