You're not a good friend Not even a good lover I'm just killing my loneliness with you Once upon a time you were my only desire But now I'm tired of fighting for you I'm killing my loneliness with you Killing my feelings for you Killing my time with you to get rid of you I'm quelling this fire in me but it's so much to bare So I let it die slowly Every time I start to enjoy my freedom You always come and get me back What you do that for? Go ahead just tear me apart Time is a healer, I'll get myself together anyway