Always on my own, never much to celebrate I'm happy just to hesitate, happy just to lose Everybody gone, looking for another day I'm looking for another way of running back to you Always on my own, wish I had some money And I guess they think I'm funny, how they're laughing in my face I'ma prove 'em wrong, wish upon a shooting star Then maybe I can make it far, I wanna run away I can never show, none of my emotions I'm a man, so I will hold in my thoughts of suicide Fuck, another low, everyone is passing by me So I think of passing on, but I don't want to die I don't wanna die that young I don't wanna buy that gun I don't want my girl to cry I guess I keep telling these lies Fuck all of this sad shit How can I complain about anything, just imagine Born into something so horrible, you couldn't fathom Is it random, random, r-r-random, random Oh-woah-woah-woah Woah-woah-woah Woah-woah-woah Always on my own, never much to celebrate I'm happy just to hesitate, happy just to lose Always on my own, looking for another day I'm looking for another way of running back to you I can never show, none of my emotions I'm a man, so I will hold in my thoughts of suicide Always on my own, everyone is passing by me So I think of passing on, but I don't want to die I don't want to die, I, I I