Woh I had an existential crisis in a car wash And I know how stupid that sounds I guess it's just a metaphor for all the reasons you aren't here anymore And you know, that I am not afraid of what's to come Will you ever let me be alone? Is it the devil in me? Is that why I can't breathe? Is that why I can't lift you up off of your feet? If it's the devil in me Then I will be unclean And you'll have to find your own stability Woh I resurrected all the times we fought, the sad cadences Amorously he was just a friend All the lies I can't comprehend My head is a carousel that will never end And I know that I am not afraid of what I've done It's so much sweeter to know you're weaker Still playing the victim like you've won Is it the devil in me? Is that why I can't breathe? Is that why I can't lift you up off of your feet? If it's the devil in me Then I will be unclean And you'll have to find your own stability Is it the devil in me? Is that why I can't breathe? Is it the devil in me? Is that why I can't breathe? Is that why I can't lift you up off of your feet? If it's the devil in me If it's the devil in me Then you'll have to find your own stability