I feel like no one knows me well
I barely even know myself
But don't say I'm mysterious because I stay at home
I don't know why the sky's so bright
When I'm fighting every single night
I'm tryna fake the things
I wanna tell
I had no fun
Doing shit for the lies
I had alone time
Got myself to realize
I might have no fun but I'll try again
It's like a boatman that tried his best
I had no fun
Doing shit with no life
I had a long time
To get it out of my mind
I might have no fun but I'll try again
It's like a boatman that tried his best you know
I'm feeling like a hopeless dude (yeah)
But I can't give it up too soon
Cause I don't know what could be
So, don't you ever worry
I don't know why the sky's so bright
But I'm not fighting every single night
Tryna fake the things
I wanna tell
I had no fun
Doing shit for the lies
I had alone time
Got myself to realize
I might have no fun but I'll try again
It's like a boatman that tried his best
I had no fun
Doing shit with no life
I had a long time
To get it out of my mind
I might have no fun but I'll try again
It's like a boatman that tried his best
Lonely
In the middle of the ocean
With a single boat and paddles and nothing else in sight
We would row in
The direction that we wanted
And we'd hope to maybe find a land
For us to settle down and rest
I had no fun
Doing shit for the lies
I had alone time
Got myself to realize
I might have no fun but I'll try again
It's like a boatman that tried his best
I had no fun
Doing shit with no life
I had a long time
To get it out of my mind
I might have no fun but I'll try again
It's like a boatman that tried his best you know