And it's so hard for me to let you know
That I never should've let you go
But this just a road I chose
I finally see it, but it's outta my hands now (it's outta my hands)
And I'm always running away, was scared of showing emotions
Want you outta my brain, so I've been downing these potions
But I know it won't change, I couldn't fix it, it's broken
It's always my mistakes
You make me anxious
But how could I complain? I did the same shit
Too busy by myself to see you hate this
I never saw the signs, we wouldn't make it
And now I ain't sleeping much, all in my head too much
Wishing I gave it up, but I couldn't make it up
So I'll down another one hoping I get off it
Don't want another love, so I'm moving cautious
And we're trying
To carry on, but we're lying
To say our love's not dying
But I can't see a world without you now
And it's so hard for me to let you know
That I never should've let you go
But this just a road I chose
I finally see it, but it's outta my hands now (It's outta my hands)
And I'm always running away, was scared of showing emotions
Want you outta my brain, so I've been downing these potions
But I know it won't change, I couldn't fix it, it's broken
It's always my mistakes
Way too many fights, way too little conversations
Tried to get it right, but I never had the patience
Always on my mind, that's my first love wasted
But do you even care?
'Cause if you really hate me, I don't blame you, I never really gave you enough
But I would kill just to hear you say you love me, again
I never meant for the way that everything had to end
Just know I'm sorry now
And we're trying
To carry on, but we're lying
To say our love's not dying
But I can't see a world without you now
And it's so hard for me to let you know
That I never should've let you go
But this just a road I chose
I finally see it, but it's outta my hands now (it's outta my hands)
And I'm always running away, was scared of showing emotions
Want you outta my brain, so I've been downing these potions
But I know it won't change, I couldn't fix it, it's broken
It's always my mistakes