I have a problem with succeeding
And my eyes are bleeding
From staring at the walls and ceiling
Feeling that sickening feeling
Working hard is lile breathing to me
Can't stop; wont stop
Not afraid of what they think until I make a new beat
Drop
Always looking for the next thing
Got me turned sideways
Waiting for the right brain clearing
Move slowly
I will wager my mind
For a moment in time
Remembering that a peice of me
For you; for you
So slowly
I can feel myself turning
Close my eyes and I'm predictable
I'm invincible
For you; for you
I'm afraid I'm not enough
I'm afraid I'm not enough
Circles cycles why do you torture me
Eyelids, mindful carry the weight for me
Circles cycles why do you torture me
Dreamcatcher I'm falling but not to sleep
Oh you
Quietly I'm wondering if your weavings are on my side
Just tell me your alibi
Cause I don't know
And I can sleep here anymore
If I'm thinking of you
I'm stuck in a game of pretend-sleep
I always lose this nightmare in the end
So I think I'll never close my eyes again
Every thoughts like a ripple in the water
With the glass on the nightstand filled half-whatever;
I'm a wanderer, but holding onto her
Winning is never enough for me
Mearly meandering my dreams I achieve
For you, for you
But still...
I'm afraid I'm not enough
I'm afraid I'm not enough
I'm afraid I'm not enough
I'm afraid I'm not enough
(I'm not enough)
I have a problem with succeeding
And my eyes are bleeding
From stairing at the walls and ceiling
Feeling that sicking feeling
Working hard is like breathing
And I can't stop; won't stop
I don't care what anyone thinks; I'm on top
But I blink; looking for the next thing
Got me turned sideways