Beauty of a grey sky Some houses in stone and bricks Walked along the street Humid asphalt under my feet Heart's too big The bad weather and the fragrance Attracts me I can feel in my chest That it's even less fun Knowing that disease That I hate with passion Is going to bring pain And such huge amounts Of sadness to those So very precious in my life But now Just music in my ears My steps in rhythm And with nostalgia I remember the good olds days This great moments in my life You were here Every time everywhere I refused the sickness Every day when I'm waking up I refused the reality My soul is too far With you Ignoring and living everyday And I think of you You are my blood You're in my soul everyday You are here in silence But always here For my laughs for my pain In silence But your body can hug me So strong You could even hurt me All the words never be so strong Than your arms, your kisses I know, this fucking disease Has humiliated you Your gestures and your brain Were no longer responding But your heart... Everyday I pray for you I don't want You can't suffer But that shit Grows in you Devours you I want to scream This injustice