I had to live with pain The one who eats the head Welcome to my bedroom I wasn't expecting so many And cry over my cold body You are pathetic I had to live with pain The one who eats the head No one gave me handout To quiet my mind A strong shoulder to cry with no shame You turned me down You did nothing Now I am dead And nothing can change that I'm not going to follow the shadows Who calls me softly In this other world Who calls me softly You said I was just a loser I had to live with pain The one who eats the head No one gave me handout To quiet my mind A strong shoulder to cry with no shame You turned me down You said I was just a no one's friend I was sorry Sorry to be here To breathe your air To exist Remember, in a "bye" I give you my despair Remember, in your memories Let my death be a reflection Soon I'll be nothing But a pile of ashes You will come to entrust to my box Your remorses gnawing at you But I won't be here I will just be a shadow I will remind you I was a loser With no destination Why weren't you here During my dark hours? I was in distress You did nothing In my darkness You did nothing Don't forget the light...