Vision blurred Awaking slowly light is blinding Its weird to see it again I wasn't dreaming Just gravitating far from earth Since when I can't even tell I almost forgot how it felt How much I enjoyed beign here I know I made I know I made so many mistakes Moments I cannot replace It wasn't easy I never wanted all this mess From chaos light comes again I know that it won't be the same I might loose everything again But now I'm not affraid Don't push me back into my grave I'll never go back to the deads