Feel like this state Wants me in the ground Given to spite Buried, an afterthought Liminal termination Decimate, Decline Nothing to show But dispossession Put me out of reach Under the soil Putrefied Unending sprawl Fragile empire of regression Am I awake? Promises go unfulfilled? Constant pinprick There's no release Granular break Eurgh... pressure Close to collapse Stale hours repeat Humiliation through existence Suffer for this? A numb reality Fatal desperation All feels lost The problems go unfixed Disconnected No sense of time Sewn disorder An inconsequential lack of remorse And erasure Life has disappeared In front of us Stuck observing Can not engage There's too much callous silence Eurgh sick of you Sick of this empty toil