Yeah Fu- fuck it I'm done, I wrote you another song All about how I would always do you wrong All about how I'd stay in my dressing gown All about how I wouldn't do it for you Yeah Let me go back to the start You're gorgeous, you're special Even I know it, a blind man And I know I shouldn't say these things But I was born for all of this Sins of the father I deserve all of this But you're so special And I won't wait to love you I won't wait to love you I'm gonna come down and see you I can hop on a bus because I can't drive I can take my wallet and we can survive we'll go We'll go to a hotel Break the windows I can survive on only a smile A smile, a smile, a smile I've been leaving you on seen I've been leaving you because I'm afraid of you You terrify the boy in me I know it's stupid and it's messed up and it doesn't make any sense I won't defend myself I won't defend myself For who I haven't been I haven't been I'll just start now I won't defend myself For who I haven't been For who I haven't been to you I'll just take my wallet with no cash And I'll take a bus and I'll Find a way south