I want you to love me 'Til all I can do is hate you To kiss me til you bruise me To touch me til it scars And I want you to hold me 'Til my mind has eroded 'Til all my bones are broken 'Til everything goes dark To suck my blood and fill me up With memories of you I want you to fuck me 'Til I can't say your name For fear that it will crush me Underneath it's tiring weight I want you to wear me out Just like you wear my clothes To sew your smell into my sheets To wreck the scent of roses And I want to be there Until I hate my birthday 'Cause I can't stand one more day Growing old without you To hold me 'til you drop me Just like a screaming baby To love til we get lazy And lay down on the floor