See I wanna leave But not go home Feel this sunken dream Could I borrow a phone? So what are we? And what do we do now? My system starts to, bleed Every time you're around Come back in And slam the door fully shut For I'm the popping pin In this emotion you inflate So why hate me? Guess you had a good reason Set the polite do, well get a fucking room Cos' I need you to love me And I know that's unhealthy And I'm tryin' to fix me But oh look the fuel light's on again and my brain takes a bend She said something about a spoken taboo Ain't it funny how feelings fly, but nothing gets used So I'll ponder narcissism whilst in a social prison I'm falling through what's real without a valid reason so I'll Trickle down the bottle till my shame is numb Toss and turn, pace around, just clenching my loaded gun So I'll rattle down the drain which is my sick brain Shake and shiver, break and quiver while I really just Need you to love me And I know that's unhealthy And I'm trying to fix me But oh look the fuel light's on again and my brain takes a bend