I'm kind of trying to get out of here I'm trying to get rid of foolish ideas 'Cause for so long I've been treating my heart like a ghost And I've been seeking the words that I lost Now you can be horrified as much as you like But that's the way things go between you and I You can call me a liar and I Well I'll get straight to the point And tell you the reason why Believe me nothing I said was unreal But acknowledge that we never signed any deal And for too long I've been treating my heart like a ghost And I misused every office and post I've been seeking the words that I lost Abusing the ones I love the most