I'm such a disappointment
No life no career
I feel so embarrassed
I wish I could disappear
No lovers no others
No family or friends
That require I impress them
Or at the very least pretend
I got a dead-end employment
In which I'm overinvested
I work very long hours
But I'm not very well rested
Need a leap of faith
To fall so far from grace
I leave my comfort zone
So I can drop my stone
I want to quit my job
I want to climb that mountain
I want to kill that monster
In a dirty fountain
Got-to-get back to life
Like a big bright knight
How can I keep what I have
And still get what I want
I gotta choose
If I got nothing to lose
(There's always something to lose)
I gotta choose choose choose
I got my lies to lose
I got my life to lose
I tried to find meaning
Through love and even God
But no partner no religion
Could fill my empty heart
In fact all my efforts
Only tore me apart
But the joy of rock bottom
Is the chance to restart
I uncovered the lies
From our almighty gods
From our loving parents and
Our faulty frauds
Default reality
Brought out insanity
I thought that I was through
But I was fucking screwed!
So I quit my job
Yeah I climbed that mountain
And I killed that monster
In a dirty fountain
I'm gonna get back to life
Like a big bright knight
I'm gonna leave what I have
So I can get what I want
I gotta choose
If I got nothing to lose
(There's always something to lose)
I gotta choose choose choose
I got my lies to lose
I got my life to lose
I gotta choose
If I got nothing to lose
(There's always something to lose)
I gotta choose choose choose
I got my lies to lose
I got my life to lose
And if you think you're gonna crack
Just take another look at the facts
It's always scary near the edge
Cause you know there's just no coming back
But now you gotta choose
If you got nothing to lose
You gotta choose choose choose
You got your lies to lose
You got your life to lose
You gotta choose
If you got nothing to lose
(There's always something to lose)
You gotta choose choose choose
You got your lies to lose
You got your life to lose
You got your lies to lose
You got to choose