In a cold sweat sitting on the edge of the bed
I've got a thousand memories floating through my head
If I cant stop the noise it's gonna drive me mad
It's not the best I am and you're the best I had
It's all I wanted
It's all I needed
To believe in me again
It's all because of me
Reaching for the bottle at the bedside table
Gonna drown my pain if I'm able
Take one last look around
This broken life I have found
See the picture of you smiling on the edge of the nightstand
That you found someone who can treat you better than I can
The bottle is not to blame
I know it's because of me
It's all because of me
I don't wanna die
Just wanna blow apart
Every memory of you that remains in this heart
I don't wanna die
Just wanna paint these walls
With every piece of me that's trying to hold on
It's all I wanted
It's all I needed
To believe in me again
It's all because of me
Reaching for the bottle at the bedside table
Gonna drown out the pain if I'm able
Take one last look around
This broken life I have found
See the picture of you smiling on the edge of the nightstand
That you found someone who can treat you better than I can
The bottle is not to blame
I know its because of me
It's all you wanted
It's all I needed
To believe in me again
It's all because of me
It's all because of me
Because of me
It's all because of me
You're all I wanted
You're all I needed
To believe in me again
Now I can
Because of you