So I'm sitting here again All worn out again The night was bad And the next will be even worse I know this room is a mess Just like my life is Detoxication Messing with my head Don't count on a loser He will let you down I know you mean no harm But you're killing me With your kindness And your optimism No matter how hard I try, You're always looking down on me I never fail to Disappoint you. Headfirst. I'm falling The drugs quit working (But) for you I fake a smile Headfirst, I'm falling Straight through the days Of our entire life.