We reveled in the graves and gardens
And against all better judgement
Said "I'd never live without it"
Then five years of silence since...
Maybe one day I'll
Smile about it again
There was no church in the wild
Cackled with our frenzied smiles
Werewolves howlin' at the moon
Ignoring sunlight coming soon
Shining second thoughts
On our naked selves
Showing us the signs
Our pride was somewhere else
Maybe one day I'll
Smile about it again
When I don't feel pain
When the smile ends
We never checked a calendar, We never checked forecasts
"Whats the point; its always hell" and we all laughed
And even though our scars moved on
Even if they didn't heal
I close my eyes for just one sec
It still feels real
"Check in on your friends" or so I've heard
It's been a quiet two-way street
I know you haven't heard from me
And I don't know what my point is
Because I'm happy where I live
So why the hell am I
Still staring at that bridge?
We never checked a calendar, We never checked forecasts
"Whats the point; its always hell" and we all laughed
And even though our scars moved on
Even if they didn't heal
If I close my eyes for just one sec
It still feels real
Everything changes
Even truth
So why wouldn't
Everything changes
Even truth
So why wouldn't
Everything changes
Even if I hate it
Everything changes
Even truth
So why wouldn't you
I return to the graves and gardens
To make some peace with yesterday
But I never make it past the gate