Innumerable looks pierce my body Delivered defenseless the grace of solitude All eyes averted, every breath is difficult Once the rest but full of anger Black pathways, where life used to grow Obscures my view To the morning, to the true light At the everlasting canopy of heaven Gradually goes out, star by star Suffocated in madness, with empty lungs I guide the sun unnatural fundamental I hold the moon in my left hand I am your stargaze I am the nimbus in your sky Look through the crystal, see me fly Where often can you get lost? The infinite picture vividly All the dreams have faded away No state on earth stands here securely; as the wild wind shakes the willow tree How the fear of death dismays me And yet there's that gnawing need A craving that demands surrender That all too graceful lament