I feel the gloom-coated shiver Forever drawn to you Find solace in cycles It's coming back for more Going round and round and round It's coming back for more I ran through grass on the greenest side of life Refracted light came from behind my sight The twist, the touch, the shake of earth I wheel around and realize that my ankles hurt I called you down to the hospital bed To let you know where I'd rather be laid And I hate that I love that I only see Constantly recurring Non-recurrent mistakes And I think I'll be better of this way So I don't mind that I'm far away from here My face, my eyes, my thoughts are blurred We dance around and realize that our ankles hurt I called you down to the hospital bed To let you know where I'd rather be laid I called you down to the hospital bed To let you know that I'd rather be dead I feel the gloom-coated shiver Forever drawn to you Find solace in cycles It's coming back for more I called you down to the hospital bed To let you know where I'd rather be laid I called you down to the hospital bed To tell you that I'd rather be dead