I watch another sunset In another small town Lots of whiskey, well I'm feeling it go down I'm at a table of ten But I'm still feeling alone But I'm here living the dream So I guess that I shouldn't moan Don't wanna think what I'm feeling tonight Don't wanna feel what I'm thinking tonight Don't wanna think what I'm drinking tonight I just wanna live without being myself ♪ I just wanna live without being myself ♪ I just wanna live without being myself And it feels so mundane Wish I could feel the pain But I can't shake the shame I just wanna live without being myself And it feels so mundane Wish I could feel the pain But I can't shake the shame Just wanna live without being myself ♪ I feel a glaring stare On the back of my neck A growing worry that I don't feel enough I've always felt this way I always wanted out 'Cause I feel foreign to the present year and now Don't wanna think what I'm feeling tonight Don't wanna feel what I'm thinking tonight Don't wanna think what I'm drinking tonight I just wanna live without being myself ♪ I just wanna live without being myself ♪ I just wanna live without being myself And it feels so mundane Wish I could feel the pain But I can't shake the shame I just wanna live without being myself And it feels so mundane Wish I could feel the pain But I can't shake the shame I just wanna live without being myself I just wanna live without being myself I just wanna live without being myself