I light a smoke in a Walmart carpark It's Denver cold With such a bitter chill in the air Like when you thought we were going to die From a driver speeding all nice So you could buy some weed Before the dispensary shut for the night It's like I suffer so I can be It's like I suffer so I can be Five minutes closer to death I stand outside of a suburban townhouse Shivering, getting high just to sleep tonight Because there's no fucking lightswitch All we can hear is loud snaps Can't help but laugh But I am dying on the inside It's like I suffer so I can be It's like I suffer so I can be It's like I suffer so I can be It's like I suffer so I can be Five minutes closer to death I light a smoke in a Walmart carpark It's Denver cold But how I'd kill to be there